Beam Me Up Scotty

Pretty busy day today. Slept in and then had some things to do for the mission.
Right now my big dilemma is trying to discern who should be my spiritual director. There are two priests that I have in mind and they are probably one end of the spectrum to the other. One priest is very gentle, soft spoken, very upbeat. The other is sometimes rude, and very direct. I know that I will probably learn more from the latter, but I am so emotional and sensitive, the former is more my style. I am going to try to get to adoration tomorrow and discuss this with the Lord. That is top on my list of things to do.
Okay, so while I was messing around on the computer earlier today I found a blog that supposedly is written by Madonna. I am trying to figure out if it is real or not. She is weird enough to actually have something like this. I used to love her music so much. In the eighties I loved all of her music. It was like the counteract of my life in my twenties.
But now I am totally turned off by her because she is so blatantly blasphemous. The other day in my doctor's office I was leafing through a magazine and I saw her spread out like she was on a cross with a thorn of crowns on her head. What a mockery of what my dearest Lord went through. How He must weep when He sees her do things like that. He is so good and so merciful that I just know He mourns for her rather than condemn her, but God is God. He will have the last word. I hope her last words are, have mercy on me, a sinner.
I just don't understand these things. Like a line of clothing called Imitation of Christ. They took a holy book and made a clothing line out of it. Why? You couldn't do this with anything else, but Catholicism is an open target.
It makes me sad and angry all at the same time. And I fear for my children who are going to have to live in this world where people hang all over the latest words of wisdom from the likes of Madonna and Tom Cruise. Just two examples of people who believe in so called "religions" that aren't even real. How can we take anything serious from Tom Cruise who is a scientologist who is waiting for the mother ship to come and beam him home. He isn't even smart enough to realize that he is following a "religion" that is based on a really bad piece of science fiction.
Too bad ole L. Ron Hubbard himself can't come back and tell Tommy boy the way things really are. But as a wise old lady told a liberal priest once: "Father, You don't believe in satan or hell? Well, you will when you get there!!"